I feel so mixed up right now. Not good. Not good at all. I can't quite describe what i'm feeling, i just feel so fucking terrible. I like slow tempo songs to go with moods like these. I'm being asked to cheer up by the greatest friend on earth but it's so hard to. I don't know why i'm upset. Actually, i do. Im just reluctant to share and maybe pretending not to know either. Its hard to put on a smile when you're so down. Sigh, I shall try. Smiling might just cheer me up. Besides, what else can I do at 2 05 in the morning? I've been taking pictures of nothing, my ceiling in particular and thinking a whole lot while at it. Sometimes I wonder if change is for the better. I should stop giving chances, anticipating the outcomes and just cut to the chase. Whether I regret it or not, what's life without a couple of regrets?
I wanna break down walls and kill people. Right this instant.
I'm not upset. I'm just having one of those screw the world emotional moments.
If i regret, I need a back-up plan.
I have so much to say. Not here though.
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